Why are you still here? or keep me around?
Is it because you like me? Or say… you love me?
(because you said so)
Is it because I’m such a good companion?
Or because I make you laugh once in a while?
Is it because I’m nice to see?
Not embarrassing in case you meet your friend?
(when we’re together of course)
Because I can’t see why I want to keep you around me
You’re not listening to what I said
I almost can’t finish my own sentence
You always cut me in the middle and go on with yours
Because you only want to see me in your own “perfect’ timing
And not providing me your time when I need it
You call me when you are free — and funny…
Expecting me to be excited, head over heels to see you
Because you always give compliments about how I look
Everytime we met and looking me like “that”
But never really asking how my day is
You always start with you, with or without me asking
Because you always talk about great things you are doing
And I’m waiting to see the real you
Without those masks of I’m-so-Okay
It’s always easier to fake happiness than to fake sadness
even thou I know you need me to be there for you
even I’m able to listen to you through and thoroughly
even I know that you like the way I look
even I go out with you occasionally
even I treat you nice and gently
even I respect you as human being
even I seems to always be there for you
even I laugh over your silly jokes
But I’m seriously not into you
But you’re not helping…
with many times I said NO to your invitation to meet
with hesitation that I’d showed implicitly
with gentle rejection between the lines
I wonder, what keeps you around me?