replying all the greetings
and these was my birthday – if you wanna know
— “if you wanna know” is the key words
stressed out, seriously, not wanting to be THAT old
pondering why is life moving so fast…
I feel like left behind by so many people
trying to figure what’s important and what’s urgent
missing something so bad that it almost blow me
one fervent night and sequel of momentary satisfaction
had heart to heart conversation without conclusion
a series of choking up prayer, morning and night
worry, worry, worry, worry, and try to smile
cried on the phone, I just couldn’t help it
suicidal tendencies on the paper
have some good advices I should take and I did
I swam my burden away, and it did go away
for a while I can take it but not too long
singing “Say it to me know” like nuts, ‘til now
sometimes what you wish for won’t come true
— out of town escape
— a legitimate hug
— some subjects spare to share
— midnight celebration
— a longer greetings
— inviting strangers to my partylovely reading for one whole day, those greetings
hunting a new place for the birthday dinner
replying those sweet words on my wall, O my thumbs!
my best friends save my a*s over and over again
feel lotsa love from my brother and sister
white wine, Baileys, and mosquito bites
I love you guys, really – really love you
thanking God for all things in my life
breathing lightly —
writing silly things and smile after it
I am 30 now…
